theres pretty much nothing important to do latetly its like a chill relax week but yet its all fucked up i dunno

everytime i drink i fuck things up and they just turn out to shit ugh i broke my new cellphone im using my dads really damn old one now and and people hate me they are talking about me they say that im ugly i dont i dont want to understad how people can be that mean it hurts so much

Got drunk at 1 pm yesterday because my friends had their final exams and are done with school now. Julian didnt call and i tried to talk to Fab but i guess i failed….K didnt text me back eventho he checked his cell im fuckin mad and his stupid girlfriend came over and huged me and i was like WTF 

Then i started crying because some bitch called me ugly. went home, had some food, grabbed my ticket and went to his place i cried all the time then we got really high and went to the concert where we continued smoking weed and more and more and damn it was nice but my head was hurting alot too much alcohol too much noice not enough oxygen not enough water but yeah whatevs

i just woke up, i have a match today im like really sleepy but im gonna get monster 

ill never drink again

ill just stay green i mean i prefer green over blue anyway so yeah 

WEED 4 EVER